30 Days of D/s: How do you feel about pain

Funny that this should be the topic today since today was day one of our trip away from the kids. So on our way out of town I read the topic to Mr and his reaction was so typical. It was an evil laugh mixed with him saying "I like to cause it".

I have a different attitude towards it. The idea of pain turns me on, but as soon as we get into a scene it isn't long before I am unable to take more. Lucky for me Mr can. See it happening before I have to safe word and he stops, but part of me feels like I am letting him down somehow. I think I just need a better tolerance, but we don't have the privacy we need to work on that.

Someday I will be where my desires would like me to be. Until then, we will keep having fun.

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The beginning

i won't lie, i was the one who planted this seed into our heads. Once upon a time when we first started dating, i got really drunk and may have mentioned that i have always been turned on by the idea of being dominated. More than that i always wanted to submit myself to the man i love and give him the prefect life. i wanted more than anything to be the "perfect" partner who makes her man's life easier in some ways. i sincerely hope that we are well on our way to that goal, but here is some of the hurdles and progress we make along the way. Hopefully we can help others and get help along our path. -slave j

Standing up to your Dominant

So, recently Mr has been trying to give up nicotine because his selfish sub (me) wants him to be healthier and not die in 15 years. How dare she. This has been causing Him to be short with his patience and temper. Which has been a nuisance, but not a problem until the other day. Mr's son (T) had a birthday, and we gave him a BB gun. My family is big into hunting and T has been intrigued, so we felt it was a good way to get him started. The problem arose when T tried to hold the gun, and well, it was not the right or safe way to do it. Mr tried showing T and walking him through the proper and safe way to hold a gun and T just wasn't getting it. So Mr lost his patience and temper. There was some yelling and crying, and I decided I needed to intervene. Something we usually don't do with each other's children unless there are circumstances that warrant intervention. This is where it was a problem for me. Standing up to Mr, even if it was right, felt so wrong. He ga...

Noelle

She was so kind, sober, and fully dressed. Just the type Brandon usually went for. He could see that she was eager to please, and we was eager to take everything he could from her. "Come here sweet girl" he patted to the seat next to his on the couch. "Tell me why you are being so hesitant and uncomfortable." "I have heard about you, Sir. That you are caring and kind to your submissive's, but that you also take so much from them. Ask so much of them. I am just afraid I will not live up to your standards." "You let me be the judge of that. As long as you do as you are asked there won't be a problem, but that is an issue for another day. Tonight we are simply getting to know each other. Seeing if there is anything between us worth exploring. I definitely wouldn't ask you to be my submissive with out a test drive, and you shouldn't want to be mine without one either." "That makes sense. What did you have in m...

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